Delay

I realize that I haven't been posting very much lately. I'm not sure why this is. But a lot of things have been going on with me; some good, others... Not so much. And I'm sad to say that a lot of those things fall in that second column.
Unfortunately, I feel a friendship drifting away. It's sad for me when that happens, because I value my friendships deeply and take them seriously, which I hope all of my friends know. Once you're my friend, there's not much that will get you off that list, and it's hard for me to see you drift away. But maybe, for reasons I don't know, you're doing that on purpose. It used to be that you told me everything, yet now it's hardly anything. But it's like I said; I'm sure you have your reasons that maybe you don't even know yourself.
So while there are sad things in my life, my summer has recently begun and I plan to make the most of it. I'm going to live it up, doing what I can to live free and easy, even though it's often impossible in my life. I'm going to do some things I normally wouldn't and try some things I normally wouldn't. Because life is short, and you only get a few teenage summers. And I don't know about you, but I plan to enjoy mine. (: